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A mini-rant and a fanfic
May. 24th, 2007 08:13 amI really don't like complaining, but I am almost at wits end here. Nothing to do with anyone other than myself, but I'm still pissed off and edgy, and I know exactly why.
My sleep cycle is all screwed up. I know its my fault. I don't drive yet, and have no car ANYWAY, and no job at the moment. Hence, I'm cooped up in the house all day. Most of the time, I just sleep long. I can't wake myself up, and slip back into sleep if nothing sets me off to HAVE to get out of bed. Than I do whatever I need to do for the day, which is mostly some cleaning, folding clothes, or cooking dinner. HOWEVER, in the last 5 days, it royally has screwed itself up. I the last post, I stated most having slept for 24+ hours. Well, I slept over 12 hours after that, and yesterday, I woke up after 2. Well...I haven't been to sleep since. I'm going to try again in a little while to take a nap, but I have a feeling I won't be getting to sleep until tonihgt, and before I get lectured...YES, I HAVE TRIED to go to sleep. I love sleep. So not falling asleep easily is pissing me off. I'm irritated and restless, but for my own safety, and because we really can't afford hospital bills at the moment, I'm not going to try and exercise my way into exhaustion. NOt gonna happen. If I get some sleep, maybe I'll go out and run like an idiot to relieve some of this restlessness. On the other hand, that really long fanfic I'm reading? Yeah, I'm already on chapter 79/111. Kinda tells you how long I've been lingering around with nothing to do. I wanna cry, but THAT will just screw up my allergies.
I need a job, I guess. Or at least something constructive to do.
Like this! I did manage to bang out a little fanfic piece.
Title: The Right Words
Rating: G (It's fluff, sorta)
Pairing: Shinji x Kamio (could be seen as just Shinji x Kamio friendship, in a way)
Warning: None
Disclaimer: Konomi Takeshi's. NOt mine.
Summary: Shinji has a lot to say, but none of it is really important, and just fills space. However, for Kamio, he wants to find the right words to help him deal with his newfound leadership over Fudomine. (Takes place at the end of their second year)
I want to go to sleep.....
My sleep cycle is all screwed up. I know its my fault. I don't drive yet, and have no car ANYWAY, and no job at the moment. Hence, I'm cooped up in the house all day. Most of the time, I just sleep long. I can't wake myself up, and slip back into sleep if nothing sets me off to HAVE to get out of bed. Than I do whatever I need to do for the day, which is mostly some cleaning, folding clothes, or cooking dinner. HOWEVER, in the last 5 days, it royally has screwed itself up. I the last post, I stated most having slept for 24+ hours. Well, I slept over 12 hours after that, and yesterday, I woke up after 2. Well...I haven't been to sleep since. I'm going to try again in a little while to take a nap, but I have a feeling I won't be getting to sleep until tonihgt, and before I get lectured...YES, I HAVE TRIED to go to sleep. I love sleep. So not falling asleep easily is pissing me off. I'm irritated and restless, but for my own safety, and because we really can't afford hospital bills at the moment, I'm not going to try and exercise my way into exhaustion. NOt gonna happen. If I get some sleep, maybe I'll go out and run like an idiot to relieve some of this restlessness. On the other hand, that really long fanfic I'm reading? Yeah, I'm already on chapter 79/111. Kinda tells you how long I've been lingering around with nothing to do. I wanna cry, but THAT will just screw up my allergies.
I need a job, I guess. Or at least something constructive to do.
Like this! I did manage to bang out a little fanfic piece.
Title: The Right Words
Rating: G (It's fluff, sorta)
Pairing: Shinji x Kamio (could be seen as just Shinji x Kamio friendship, in a way)
Warning: None
Disclaimer: Konomi Takeshi's. NOt mine.
Summary: Shinji has a lot to say, but none of it is really important, and just fills space. However, for Kamio, he wants to find the right words to help him deal with his newfound leadership over Fudomine. (Takes place at the end of their second year)
I want to go to sleep.....
