Argh!

Man......I go to write a little to Gekokujou and find out the folder with all my fanfics was deleted. WTF. I did 3 system restores and the folder still is missing. My conclusion? I had a moment last month when I tried to empty my recycle bin and it said it had to completely delete them from the computer. Somehow it must have been in the bin when that happened. Why? I don't know. How? Again, I don't know.
The pros: Luckily, I had only added a paragraph to "Gekokujou". So I didn't lose much to that story. And all the tenimyu stories (minus my  Ist cast Tenimyu fic) I liked have been uploaded here.
The cons: I completely lost the Saeki x Yuuta fic I was writing. Damn it. I liked the direction that fic was going, but I don't have the will to rewrite it.
I'm more sad than angry, because it's probably (most likely) my fault. But these things can happen. I just wish I could remember the series of events that led to my folder being permenantly deleted....
Oh well....I wanted to write, but I don't feel like it now... ;_;